Today according to my calculations I am 6 wks 4 days. I have been extremely miserable the past few days. Last week my morning sickness turned into intense all day sickness. And for the past 3-4 days I've had a mild fever.
I missed 2 days of clinic, fortunately today is veterans day and we have the day off of school. I haven't been able to eat much or drink much without making myself start to dry heave into a toilet or bowl. So I've been pretty dehydrated.
All I can stomach is bland things like rice and beans, and toast with jelly, and drink grape flavored powerade.
I am visiting my Midwife today as a follow up visit. I am excited and not excited all at the same time. I plan on just talking to her about my morning sickness and not being able to eat or drink much. I have an actual work up with the nurse next wednesday, then I have my "official" appointment with my midwife on next friday.
A lot of the girls on the bump forum for my birth month have started getting early ultrasounds. I just feel like I'm not going to get one. I asked my mom and she said she was very skeptical about it happening. Some places only give you one once throughout the entire pregnancy. Ugh. I feel like crying every time a girl on the July 2011 forum posts about her first ultrasound and posts their pictures.
I just want to see my little jelly bean, and then maybe I will start actually believing that I'm pregnant and not diseased with some parasite that is making me ill. There is a huge difference you know.
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