Happy 11 Weeks!!!

Last night was a blast, I laughed my ass off, had good food, and made silly looking ginger bread cookies, all in good company.

I can't wait for my little one to be old enough to do some of these fun holiday festivities. I hope that their Aunty Pam will teach them to bake, since I seem to be challenged. Lol.

I think making ginger bread cookies would be an awesome tradition to start, since we can't do a christmas tree (the cats destroy it like its their job), and I really don't believe in the whole telling your kids about santa bit (I think it turns them into greedy little monsters who think that all they have to do is be good right before christmas and they don't even appreciate anything because santa doesn't buy anything since he makes it all... *pft*).

This morning Neko was being a needy little munger. It got me thinking of how he would possibly act around a baby. I can see some jealousy could start brewing there. I am just hoping he is too scared of him or her at first and will just keep away until baby is older.

I've decided to stop looking at houses and apartments for right now. One over bearingly stressful thing at a time please!!! Maybe after the holidays and things have settled down. I started thinking about how much I miss North Carolina again. I loved it there. I brought it up to Josh, how I would still love to move down there, and he said that he still thought about it too.

The thing that sucks and will always suck is having all our family up here and having a little one which I'm sure they will all want to see. That would be very tough. It makes me super sad to think that I would have to choose between my family and a place I've dreamed of living. Maybe when baby is older. I just hope I don't have to give up too many dreams.